she ROARS
leave before she bites =)

*don't say she never warn you

Wanshi ♥
Dumb Dumb Gundu
Clumsy
17 May 1988.

Drinking.
Sashimi.
Chocolate.
Good food.
Swim.
Cycle.
Shop.
Judo.
Photography.
Travel.
Pooh Bear.
Sunflower.

Complete my degree studies.
Go to Australia for Graduation ceremony.
iTouch 32GB.
Touch-phone.
Puma Touch watch.
LV/ Burberry wallet.
LV/ Burberry handbag.
Slim down.
Lots of Moolah.
Holiday/Cruise once a yr.

declare me bankrupt as of today.
received the letter that is going to change my life.

financially burdened.
two education loans to repay.
how the hell am i supposed to repay them all?
fuck.
sickening piece of news.
with the salary i'm withdrawing currently, and after all the monthly deductions of the expenses and school fees, i'll be left with less than $200 monthly.
how do i survive?

all this is because of the 2 certificates i want. i've gotten the first and now pursuing the second.
is these all worth it?

i cant help but to cry.
i know i cant wallow in self pity.
its time to come out with a solution.
and the best i could think of would be - to get a part time job.
so if anyone out there has a part time job, call me. would appreciate your kindness and helpfulness.





and i feel alone. with no one to turn to.
i can only continue to mask my smile.
drown my sorrows. and not burden anyone.
no matter how many sunflowers will not brighten me up anymore.
what would it be.. to slit the wrist.. and let the blood flow.. would that ease the pain and resolve all issues? or even, get knocked down by the car, ending everything on the spot? tho i prefer to sleep away with a silent goodbye.

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Mayqi
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Shiting
Wilson
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Yen Ling

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