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Monday, January 28, 2008
i'm nt sure why. but emotions are running wild. shit. i shldn do succumb to these tots.
projs reali hab taken a toll on me i guess. met up on sun for proj. tts how bad we are lack of time. thx to all those who came for de proj meetin. much appreciated for ur time n efforts.
T3 on sat wiz ky. waited for her for a long time, felt faint from hunger, bought a few items while waiting. nt a bad trip but i feel like a total Dumb Dumb He. cos she had to work so i had to go home alone. we oni toured de place for like awhile lo. oh wells, dumb means dumb.
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Friday, January 25, 2008
TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
START of HORROR WEEK 1.
a wk packed wiz nth more but projs n a test. these r jus de start of our battle till 4th march, wen its de las dae of my exams. the road to "freedom". i jus wan a normal n healthy lifestyle, eating meals on time, slpin at appropriate hrs n nt in de early mrg wen most ppl r gona wake up to get ready for de day. i dun wan jus a few pathetic hrs of slp.. i wan more than 8 hrs. seems like i'm a slave for the sch. i'm anticipating for march to come. hibernation for days or even weeks. spoil myself rotten for at least 1 mth. tis i shall promise myself. but.. but.. but.. y doesn these tots excite my senses??good job well done to grp mates. one storm down, more to come. misses,ws
Sunday, January 20, 2008
thx to colleague for makin my time in office pass faster.late to meet ky for shoppin in town. paiseh ar. old chang kee to kill hunger pangs.shop at fep. spoilt escalator. mian task was to buy her shoes. walked almost de whole of de buildin but nt all de shops. my eyes started to brighten up wiz all de beauties in de shops. my victory buys: 2 watches(plus disc n maintenance tips) n a pair of stockings.ky's victory buys: shaped eyebrows n a pair of wedges.walked de whole bldg in search for chix rice but in vain. landed in Han's finali. replenished b4 we headed hm. tiring for us. its much beta than to be cooped up in de comforts of hm whr dark tots run wild. de sudden dips of hormonal levels is darn irritating. i shld stop mu.
Friday, January 18, 2008
cdays r all abt sch wk. at the rate i'm gg.. there's a high chance tt i'm gona fall sick.
entre presentation wasn tt bad. gd job to presenters even tho there were screw ups in the front portion. headed to dhoby ghaut. bought one wedges n cardigan. back to sch. gradin. totally nervous. thx kim n weeyang for being my partner. passin my gradin doesn mean anyting anymore. nobody to share de joy wiz together.
to irritants, nx time if u were to chg ur clothes, pls hab de decency to at least lock de door.
dun touch me like u noe me well.
a leopard will nv chg its spots even if u tell them to do so. since u wish to continue to keep mum, so be it. 2 words advice - undesirable consequences.
y do i feel so lonely. somehow.
boy, how u doin now? i miss you n i dreamt of u agn.imu
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
today.long dae in sch wiz endless tuts.i dislike those who nv contribute much during meetings n surf the net wen de rest is habin a headache over the proj. u still consider urself a grp mate? tink agn. yest.wk long hrs n ended wiz achin shoulders. as a form of gratification, went for a shopping therapy alone. too late to call for company. nobody was free i guess. gd chance to get CNY clothes. it all started wiz 2 sets of lingerie during lunch time. end results were another 2 pairs of shoes n 2 sets of dresses. i do believe strongly. good tings come in pairs. i suppose i'm done wiz CNY clothes shopping.drooling over tt pair of wedges. shld i buy or nt? tmr's grading. shld i grade or nt?tmr's presentation, please, no screwups or i'll erupt
Sunday, January 13, 2008
wk yest. meet frenz for exhibition at suntec which me n char din go into. after tt was lunch n our gossip session. tt guy reali spooked us. haha. met up francis, bought tix for movie, signed up for EW member. headed to ms meet peh. eat their lunch. den back to suntec for movie wiz munchy donuts on de move. movie, darjeeling limited is a show tt i dun understand. 2nd movie in a wk tt i cldn decipher de storyline. theatre was freaking cold. headed to bugis lan shop to bk air tix. like finali. almost cldn process our bkings. headed to timbre at boat quay. cldn get a gd seat so we headed to eat dinner. indian food. den to dolphin for drinks. francis sang emo songs wiz de waitress dere. played dice games. chitchat. more chivas. sang a song wiz one of de gals. francis wiz his story agn. *faint* went hm ard 1 plus. saw a fight. left alone to wait for NR bus. super long journey hm. gt dwn ard my hse area n took cab. i promised myself tt its de last time i shld drink till after exams. hopefully, i cn do it. hmm.. mayb cny period cn drink abit, but no more. first limousine to arrive in spore
Friday, January 11, 2008
dead beat. judo performance jus nw wasn tt whoa. nt much crowd, no music, throws nt tt fantastic. some of us came to a conclusion, de gals shld go up there to throw in our casual clothes. mayb cn attract more crowd. keke. projs r totally piling up to an extent tt i'm nt sure which i shld do 1st. crm journal result was sum sort of a surprise. shldn be happy tt early cos dere's still de unknown test results. yest was a super cold dae. skipped lect to meet xy to study in wdls. ended up chattin mostly n bcos i suggested to watch movie, we went to buy movie tix for Body 19. collected our bags n had dinner b4 movie. movie theatre was very cold. kept shivering. movie sound effects was nt bad. but we din understand de movie. even after our discussion wen de movie ended. hope xy wun fail for her test ar.. haha. yipee.. air tix booked. flyin off in 2 mths time. VERY EXCITED! time to save moolah.i'm so clumsy. always knockin onto ppl or tings. always tripping on tings. cnt stand myself.i'm so stupid..............
Thursday, January 10, 2008
drowning in projs. lack of slp. drained. zombie.exam timetable is out, las paper is on 4th March. gona study hard n after tt, play hard =)scott's flew off to Germany, all the best for him. missing in action for sch a few times, i'm nt bad, jus tt i nid to finish my scrapbk for svc. well, jus excuses i guess.too tired n fell aslp b4 trg. trg was mainly trg for grading. still decidin if i shld get the brown. nt enuf slp reali hinders my learnin progress. weeyang's an ultimate robot. open hse rehearsal, nt very nice tho. but it was las min wk. performance timeslot is screwup.bought yoghurt frm fren at amk hub. dinner at kfc. wanted to go for a drink. took sometime to decide de location. peh n me waited for francis at clarke quay. waited quite some time but ended up chg location to bugis. nice mini pub along the street of Bugis. love the sofa seats. pretty babes oso. 1-for-1 drinks. drank onli beer. desserts after tt at some cafe. francis sent me hm n up to my floor agn. thx alot to him. thx to them for the companion n the chats. i wan more chilling sessions.what i want now, is to forget, to start anew. to get away from singapore asap. tts the doings of a person who's trying to avoid the reality.you are just like a drug, without you, i suffer from withdrawal symptoms. i am just a plain idiot who takes ths drug. i'm not addicted to drinking. i cant be addicted to drinking. i'm just soothinng my cravings. BLUFF!
Friday, January 4, 2008
tirin 2 days. finali its de friday.got my lesson time mixed up. tot my lesson started at 12 so onli got out of de hse at 11. reached sch to find out tt it was 11am class. clever me rite? met de gals for lunch at mac b4 we headed to discuss proj. i'm feelin bad cos i wasn contributin much. duno y i cldn come out wiz ideas. sorry mates. long 2 hrs of tut in de freezin tut rm b4 we cld go hm. char n me walked under de drizzle which turned to rain.. all bcos of me. sorry gal. i feel bad gettin her to walk under de rain wiz me. hopefully she doesn fall sick.yest was quite a long dae. crm test was kinda bad. cos i din put in effort in studyin. blame it on myself onli. skipped lect n went to do my hair. back to bedok to do. hehe. i noe i shldn color my hair cos of its damage done, but cant help it. n new yr's comin soon. trimmed abit of my hair too. was on my way hm wen i receive francis msg, askin me to go jb for supper. i agreed immediately since i haben eaten since breakfast. rushed hm to take passport n some money. waited at cwp for him but he was late. met his other frenz, alvin, daniel n ong hu r gg for de supper too. sat on francis bike n we went to custom.had to wait for quite some time to clear de customs wiz de crowd. cleared custom n i rode on daniel's scrambler. thrilling but safe. i oso wan a scrambler now. haha. after tt met up wiz mervyn n jialing. mervyn look diff frm de past, lk bigger sized. oops. had supper at a roadside stall. after tt we moved to another destination to wash de bikes n de car. while waitin to get de vehicles washed, we headed to a nearby pub. shared a bucket of 4 bottles of carlsberg's beer. de waitress kept comin over to chat wiz us, wiz de motive of sellin more drinks but was declined. headed back to de vehicles, den to de nearest petrol station for petrol n toilet. after tt to custom n home. long wait at de custom agn wiz onli 2 counters opened. waitin time even worse den wen we went in jb. cleared de custom onli ard 2 plus. francis sent me hm n even sent me up to my floor. thx alot to him. did told him to call me for supper at jb agn. haha. now, i feel like gettin a bike license cos i wana ride on a bike. love de speed n de wind blowin on my face. i oso wana learn hw to drive a F1 car. i wana get a scrambler n a Beetle Cabriolet. i tot i saw u ard mani times tis wk. tot i saw shadows of u. i'm gg nuts.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
1st day of sch after de 2 wks brk. wasn late for sch. which is a gd sign. tut rms din hab aircon so we were released early. roj discussion after tt. mr micheal din come for de tut class. made us waited for quite awhile b4 we decided to leave. headed to lib to study. miss lect.
went trg. attendance was mostly frm yellow belts. trg for grading. still am decidin if i shld go for it. paid club fees. louise, ivan, francis came. scott came to see oso. after trg for gradin dey did some preparation wk for NYP Open hse for nx wk. so rush. nt gona take part for me. too mani tings tt i hab to do.
chat wiz francis. planning to go overseas after my graduation. they suggested bangkok. hee. hopefully tis time rd, de trip will be cfm n i cn go. mum's ald sae yes. horray. so currently onli hab me, peh n francis. hopefully a few others cn go too.
Anyone who wana go bangkok in march do inform peh. hahapeh keep on insisting i'm pregnant. I AM NOT!!! if i am, who's de father of de baby den?tmr's de test. its gona be a screwup.
met up wiz de very missed janey. was late n i'm really sorry. walked ard town n town's pretty boring to walk ald. caught up wiz each other. had ajisen ramen at taka. svc wasn gd n food quantity has shrunk. no more ajisen for me i guess. more walkin ard n i bought some stuffs frm face shop. den walked to somerset mrt. draggin our tired feet along. mus be due to the lack of slp frm de countdwn. haha. thx janey for meetin up wen u've nt enuf slp urself. tc alrite!! meetup wiz de gals agn soon!
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
it was a diff new yr for me, but lovely. wk de whole dae. boss was in a terrible mood. affected de whole office, as well as me. one whole day fine tuning the presentation slides tt she wanted. n i've gt loads of wk piled up for me. grr.no plans wiz anyone to celeb new yr eve so headed hm. reali dampen my festive mood. kinda sad..hm n watched tv. i kinda bugged my bro to go esplanade wiz me but he refused. but he suggested to go look for mumsy to buy tidbits. den we went to cwp which was quite packed. bought a goodie bag for him. den walked ard de whole place to lk for a light stick for him, which costs more den de goodie bag. *faint* saw a pink Mario car. it's so cute la. wiz a plush size Mario sittin at de driver's seat. whole car was full of Mario's stuffs. makes me wana drive de car hm. watched performance while waitin for de countdwn. saw my mum's idol. haha. a pity mum din come. de ministers who were dere did de countdwn together wiz us. n little did i noe dere was gona be firewks!! beautiful firewks. since quite some time since i saw one. i tot de firewks were gona be a one sec ting but i was wrong. its lasted quite awhile. tho it wasn as wonderful as de one at esplanade, its still a beauty. tho new yr eve wasn spent wiz frenz, spendin it wiz my lil bro wasn tt bad either. quality famly time wiz family in de mrg. mum bought me a dress. wahaha. its always gd to go out wiz ur family cos i no nid to for wad i wan. oops. saw de remnants of a motorbike accident near my hse. wad a way to start de yr.its de nw yr but i'm still a kuku sotong. del away de pics i took yest carelessly n bumpin into tings. haiyo.. i so old le still so careless.. cnt stand myself. there's a crm test on thurs, i've nt studied yet. *panic*whr has my holi gone to??miss all ^-^all the best to all, hab a great yr wiz ur loved ones!!