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she ROARS
leave before she bites =)
*don't say she never warn you
Monday, March 30, 2009
this assignment is driving me crazy.
i'm on the verge of dropping the module. HELP!
i've 8 journals to read and write yet i've started only on the first one! due date's on thursday.
kill me please!!
3rd day of exercise regime.
does 15 mins on the treadmill and 15 mins on the hula-hoops help?
thats all the free time i've got in my daily busy life. bah!
time to slog again.
side note: getting away from reality on wednesday night. let down the hair and its party time! even a dresscode! excited already. hopefully someone dresses up well.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
the new TV ad is real interesting and cute.
Campaign: Speak Mandarin
all those Caucasian kids speaking Mandarin are so cute!
i'm embarrassed by my own Mandarin.
i'm kinda feeling pissed with my lecturer. he doesnt know how to help us at all. and the assignment's due at such a weird time. 3pm on friday. that would mean i have to hand in on thursday. goodness. should i actually skip lesson on tuesday just to finish it?
and the drama unrolled last week was: the lecturer has the cheek to inform us that he has a list of students who need not study this module. BUT. he will only release the list this week. wth. whats the point in doing so? tuesday's his lesson. friday's the assignment due. by then, most of us would have nearly completed his assignment. it would be a blow to those who were told that they were not in the module.
GOODNESS! i hate this module lar! hmph!
is it related to what i'm studying for?
i'm gona bring the assignment to work to complete while the boss' away.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
woots! i'm changing my lifestyle!
first step - started to exercise. hope it doesnt stop.
second on my list - sign up for another dance course.
third - aerobics/yoga.
fifth - still pending.
support me all!
all these on top of my work, studies and assignments. wahaha.
i supported Earth Hour, what about you?
side note: thanks for being so kind and nice. but i am starting to be afraid of your kindness. its abit too much.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
what a night!
i thought i was able to make it to another party. i ws wrong. miscalculations.
i would not want to take NR anymore alone anymore. its scary!
i even got cheated of $3.00!
i couldnt figure which part of the country i was in and almost ended up in tears.
i dont even dare to get down to an umfamiliar place.
thanks to those who saw my FB status and responded.
it made me feel safe.
and sorry to keeping you all awake waiting for my good news.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
just random updates.
monday's half day leave and rushing around did not accomplish the tasks to be done. and my efforts were unappreciated in the end. the dance lesson with little brother cheered me-self up.
tuesday to thursday's were supposed to be lessons yet i left during the break, just to go out. nly staying for full class on wednesday out of guilty conscience.
from changi airport to pubbing to un-Popeye-ing at Kampong Glam.
and the thursday turned sour halfway through. damn, i didnt meant to cry in front of everyone. but jokes were too overboard. and that trigger was all i need to that emotional outburst. thanks for the half consolations and half laughing at me.
yesterday's leave was well spent. sentosa with the "picnic" and the $1.80 chicken rice. the lazybums at coffeebean and aimless tram rides. than back to civilisation to career fair and food fair. followed by supper and a visit to dearest ivy's haunted house after much blanks to the next pitstop for 3 hours.
i'm excited about tonight!
our recent meetups have let us to feel that our activities have been circling around the same old things - eat, movie or chill. is this due to us stepping into the working society, thus turning into boring souls? i hope its not that.
its always easy to propose a meetup yet to get things planned aint easy feat.
take heed, when one dont reply an sms, dont hope they'll come.
be grateful to those who reply to reject politely.
friends who i meet frequently, lets go explore around the island on foot and public transport, a bonus when one's driving. limiting ourselves to the regular activities will bring upon a stale life.
i can say all these, yet the participants must be willing. thats the main problem.
objections? let me know.
Monday, March 16, 2009
2 days straight. i have done my best to avoid. and when i thought i was lucky, i was proved wrong.
the first greeting was a definite turn off. i should say thank you right?
IT fair was as expected sardine packed and it gives a headache. don't go if you've nothing to buy.
next bonus will be kept for the next IT fair. will work hard for my aims.
anticipating the long weekend. but the pocket's burning a big hole.
la-ko-pi anyone?
Saturday, March 14, 2009
you know your day is screwed even before it has even started when you hear naggings and fire spitting outside you safe heaven room.
you know that it is none of your business and you will get into deep shit when you step in to interfere.
however, you also know that you are at the brim of controlling those frustrations inside you.
and you know you have joined in the fire spittings when you opened the cap of your frustration bottle.
you know you very much hate the after effects and that it brings your mood a few notches down.
you have regretted your actions but you are still brooding and fuming that you wont want to say you are sorry.
after all these, you wish you have somewhere to go.
deep down..
you know your eyes are too dry for tears, you know that alcohol is not the right poison for you, and you know that no amount of laps in the pool will drown feelings. you know that after taking mindless walks you will still be holding on to the key that will lead you back to where you belong - home.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
being condemned and deemed as redundant.
giving nonsense to senile old man.
i do sense myself getting better.
at least getting recognised.
showing results in work.
recruitment agency called. i rejected the offer.
in contemplation. but looking at the market, i have no confidence that i'll land on my dream job any sooner. for the money, the bonus thats drawing near, i hope thats enough to let me hang on to.
looking back, its nearly one year of being in the workforce. neither short nor long period. thats really fast. 010408, april fool, officaly in the workforce with a fixed income.
has work changed me?
Monday, March 9, 2009
verbal abuses. slashed all over.
yeah. i let you rant. but you all have crossed the line.
just because i am dumb and naive, that doesnt mean that you all can stomp all around me.
you all are just fakes.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
dear friends.
drink in moderation. take care of your own body. rest early.
sleep and health is very important to one.
you can be tough now but its harmful to the body, mind and soul.
so.. cut down on daily late nights out and booze ^-^
from yours truly..
also a reminder to myself.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
literally straining my neck and limbs to reach ------ FRIDAY.
ivy's house was real spooky that i have to cling on to her for dear life with the hair standing on ends. after that reached home in the wee hours of the morning to a funeral under the block. thats a creepy tuesday night.
life is great when
sitting with great friends to share the laughters and sorrrows, will the hours away, with no thoughts of the morrow.
Monday, March 2, 2009
this time round, pouring out to another backfired.
it unraveled the mystery to the cause of the recent serious bouts of emotional fluctuations.
my body clock has gone haywired.
all thanks to weekends.
at this hour, i'm still glued to the telly.
and not forgetting a long work day ahead.
martell's better than chivas.