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she ROARS
leave before she bites =)
*don't say she never warn you
Friday, January 23, 2009
i haven do my own spring cleaning.
i have to finish my 4,000 words report during the new year.
i have to shop for clothes.
i have to go bai nian.
i have to collect red packet.
heehee.
i want to go out for fun lar! stupid school. make us so miserable.
with classes almost everyday, time management is really important. therefore, i've done shopping whenever i can. like using after work time to shop before lesson, and only reaching school at 8. wahahahha. i'm such a good student. just in time for the exam tips =)
i am like really unlucky.
why is it that we agree that things come to an end, it will not happen.
the day right after we agree on lets not be friends.
two consecutive days of bumping into the related things. grr.
first was you. the next was your gf.
is singapore so small??
Sunday, January 18, 2009
truth and lies.
its becoming a challenge to sieve through your words.
to hide one truth, you need so many lies to cover it. why cant there be truth right from the start?
aren't you tired of covering your own ass always?
guess from the first contact moment till now, the only thing that is true from you would be your name. that's humiliating to know.
liar liar pants on fire. i'm waiting for the moment to come.
BLEAH!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
no amount of rantings and complains wil solve the problem of me having to rush my assignments within the weekends.
i am losing the strength to smile and gaining the strength to frown.
i miss hanging out with friends and talking crap till the wee hours.
now: sitting in front of the computer till the wee hours to squeeze my brain juices.
i miss FUN.
now: slogging.
for a brighter future, i shall strive on.
I WANA GO HOLIDAY AGAIN!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
no increment this year. shitty shit.
only 13th month which is like pro-rated and also angbao.
"wonderful" company i have.
those sacarstic remarks that was given and those hidden meanings. i was polite enough not to say nasty things back. wtf. sickening bullshit. everyone knows your wife's the best employee la!
screw the school. screw the australia system. now my assignments are all jam packed. exams are also packed. no time for breather.
screw you. i freaking hate you. take advantage. just a stupid fool and knowing it all along.
i am in a cranky and lousy mood. i would love to skin someone alive. anyone?
Monday, January 12, 2009
first day of the week. and mumsy dropped a bomb. thanks alot mum!
i even gave her support and encouraged her. -.-""""
basically now, i have to support myself.
there'll be the monthly school fees and bills to pay.
giving of allowance. etc.
scrimp and save shall be my motto from now on!
no more splurging on food, no impulsive shopping, no clubbing, no drinking, no cabbing, and the no list goes on! sobs!
life shall just be mundane from now till July 2010. its all about studies and work.
i am not grumbling. i aint complaining either. i am just wishing i have more money. and strike lottery!
hopefully boss will give me the good news that i will get an increment during tomorrow's meeting.
*crossing my fingers and praying hard*
Sunday, January 11, 2009
tomorrow's the day my bosses will decide on the amount of increment, 13th month bonus and the CNY ang bao.
may i be blessed with more money!
after getting the money and spending it on the what nots, i shall wave goodbye to the company. that is if i can find a job.
the next few weeks would be hectic with two huge reports and examinations.
at the time when you are really poor and short of time, take 5 mins to sit down with someone to enjoy a piece of old chang kee chicken wing.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
oh gosh! its been a tiring week for me with no sufficient rest. and i'm lucky enough to meet my monthly aunt. imagining dozing everywhere you go and at work with just a blink of an eye. lol!
after the few weeks of fun, it was difficult to bring myself back to serious business - school work.
the whole week of work, school and home for assignment makes me feel like a dull Jill. how nerdy.
school's gona be real crazy. 2 weeks of rushing assignments before CNY. and after CNY would be examinations. CNY doesnt seem fun anymore.
CNY drawing near and no shopping done yet. may some money drop from the sky.
i have work phobia. phoia of my boss. i get cold feet have to get a grip of myself before going into the office to report to him. i even rehearse my speech before heading into the office so that i wont blabber. i should toughen myself up than soften. soft = weAK = TARGET = BULLIED.
i'm just praying he allows me to go Vietnam for the exhibition is March.
*i woke up to find Edward Cullen looking at me =P
off to Twilight dreams.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
i have to tolerate my boss. his mood swings and name callings.
working so hard for him doesnt mean getting into his good shoes.
unappreciated. tears rolling back in instead of out.
every of his mood swings makes me more determined to leave. in spite of the bad economy.
i shall fight on till i get another job.
i really want that job. faster give me a call!
Thursday, January 1, 2009
ITS YEAR 2009!!goodbye to the bad of 2008. lock the good memories of 2008.welcome 2009 with open arms =)the year i'm turning 21!! too fast! too fast! scary!good things are coming my way this year!yup.. 1st gd news right in the morning.. hee.. elated!i'm cracking my brain for a new year resolution now....1st: to change job. i want a job that is related to what i study!2nd: get at least a Credit for all modules. aiming for Distinction!3rd: Have loads of fun!HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!