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Sunday, June 22, 2008

I'VE GOT MAIL!!

THE LETTER FINALLY ARRIVED.

erm.. congrats to myself? kinda weird.

accepted to study what i want. module exemptions included.

able to study. the thought of studying along with lectures, tutorials, assignments and examinations again turns me into jelly and gives me the shudders.

the big million dollar question is - Can i cope with it?
i will just let nature take its course now.

soon, the freedom and almost daily routine of heading to anywhere and stay out late after work will have to cease. studies will have to be slotted into my planner. it'll be less colorful.

need all the support from everyone.

moving on...

friday night's gathering. the seniors of NYP judo. elated to see them again and happy to see that all are doing well. the initial thoughts of not being able to carry a conversation with them immediately flew out of my mind when i met with them.

jason's daughter, jean, is so adorable. i made her laugh! not like dennis shu shu. hee. managed to play with her before she got sleepy.

Balcony's food ain't that awesome, especially the cheesecake. organizer left early and we were left with nowhere to go. some left off early too. the remaining of us headed to East Coast to drink, calling the day over at around 3am.

this gathering makes me miss the times when they were still around in judo.

Friday, June 20, 2008

when one starts working, days pass in a blur. almost everyday seems to be alike.

got busied daily with activities. even if they are so impromptu.

like the trip to airport for Popeye's and some walking around, trying to be tourist.
and the Hulk movie and dinner
and the swim
and the bedok 85.

next week.. expecting exciting trips, great meetups...

misses all =)

Saturday, June 14, 2008

given the green lights.

please, don't let anything happen to my plans again.

friday the thirteen. the ultimate black friday.

weeks, days and hours of grueling and mulling. thoughts, plans, calculations and many other considerations. seemed to gel up nicely in a package. almost pieced up jigsaw puzzle.

and than.

sudden unexpected call. dreadful. those words that came from the other side of the phone crashed one's day. words were too cruel. and with those simple words. the jigsaw puzzle ain't gonna be pieced up.

totally heartbreaking. ripped off the hopes and the plans that one have of a prettier future.
speechless on this side of the line with only the final forced mumblings of, 'OK'.

sealed fate.

thanks to colleagues for their listening ears. thanks to ky n xy for their listening ears, understanding and advices. thanks for the wonderful dinner that definitely was a good distraction to what that have to be faced.

a hell of a roller coaster ride.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

gastric problem. mc-ed and not resting but out on the streets wiz ky.

klunch.
applied for degree course. finally.
shopped.
dinner at ding tai fung.
haircut.
shopped.
home.

its good to get mc once in awhile. so that i can accomplish so many things in a day=)

life's good. delicacies almost every time i'm out. great companionship. great times. work's boring at times but still enjoyable.

hope everyone's like me.. enjoying and be happy =)

Monday, June 9, 2008

mind boggling. brain wrecking.

choosing the best degree course ain't easy.

yet another gluttons week. mainly japanese cuisines.

mon - ichiban sushi dinner wiz xy n jo.

tues - Shokudo dinner treat by Dennis shu shu with ivy and jessica. delicious food, abit weird soup, great recommendation of plum soda by dennis shu shu, great company. the waiter that dennis shu shu chatted up with. story telling that almost caused us to miss our last transport home.

wed - MDIS trip for course details with xy. dinner at Thai Express. tom yum! not so nice pineapple soda. too difficult to drink avocado blend. big bowl of soup with little ingredients.

thurs - Murdoch Uni seminar talk wiz xy. bread papa and old chang kee to starve off the hunger. left halfway during the seminar. desserts at bugis street.

fri - shopping at Bugis Street wiz ky n ivy. dinner at MOF. treat from ivy. love the japanese concept of the outlet. delicacies. oishi! most prob will frequent there. hee. glass door of espirit outlet cracked into bits.

sat - day in the library with ky to make a decision on the course to take.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

week pass by like bullet train.

the glutton week.
mon - ms. ayam penyet at foodcourt. swensen's sundae.
tues - bedok 85. otah, porridge, stingray, chix wings, oyster omelette, carrot cake, riceballs.
wed - fish n chips at food court after badminton
thurs - soy milk and tau huey at rocher road after shopping with colleagues.
fri - mum's delicacy - curry chicken
sat - mos side kicks. bbq food.
sun - plain porridge

call me a glutton.

searching for part time degree courses. gosh.. the problems faced are much worse than choosing what diploma course to take.

wed shall be badminton day. shall schedule myself for swimming after the monthly cycle. shall catch up on the new released movies. shall purchase my hard disk at sim lim's sale.

random..
people change. some change for the good, some maintain, whereas the others for the bad. recent incidents has revealed the ugly sides of certain people. one cannot fathom how the other thinks, the reasons and causes of their actions.

i have no control over these issues, but how should you tell the other party that you are sick, tired and irritated of their actions? that you will one day find yourself shunning away from the certain someone just because the thought of them irks you? because you are afraid that the meetup would just turn sour in the end?

not that i am saying i am the perfect one here. i would love to hear from people what i can improve on. so if there's anything anyone wants me to improve on, just tell me. i will be more than grateful to you.