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leave before she bites =)

*don't say she never warn you

Saturday, February 28, 2009

thanks for showing care and concern, even in a way i find it harsh.
i know its for the best of me.

i promise not to smoke.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

busy busy bumble bee.

to you, you and you! fcuk off will you? don't get your nosey ass into trivial matters. chicken backside. er xin da bian.

i like the work pace now. able to block out noises.

i wouldn't be hurt.

side note: i'm keeping my fingers cross on our discussed plans. let me go please!!

never get enough of sweet little notes ^-^

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

i am abit bored with my stale daily life.
there's a part of me that wants to leave on the next flight out to Pattaya for BUNGEE JUMP!

what will happen if i am more than abit bored?
thoughts of skydiving? parachuting?

counting down to 1 more hr before i get released from my "jail".

i can foresee walking in the rain again. YIPPEE!!

sneak preview of the pink lady.
do wash your eyes after that ^-^

bye earthlings.

歌手：s.h.e 专辑：我的电台 fm s.h.e

612星球

满园玫瑰我以为找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什么人也没有用
玫瑰都红难免看错

望着天空爱是风活在童话里头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱会一直寂寞

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属于我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那么多
我会幸福吗在什么时候

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属于我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属于我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

Monday, February 23, 2009

goodness. i spent the weekends at home rotting. and now its coming to an end??!!
NNNNNNNOOOO!!

i even miss a bdae party just to rot at home! believable?

school's starting! yippee! new classmates?

the later i sleep, Monday will come later ^-^

Friday, February 20, 2009

saw her and i'll hear from you.
hear from you and i'll see her.
all within the same week. wth.
i really admire your never say die spirit.
but it doesnt work on me anymore.
goodbye.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

its better that they stay away. far far away from the office.

damn the taxi driver that caused my meal to overturn.
auto cabs are the best!

i cannot live by one day without being clumsy. bleah =P

few peeps have commented that i'll end up with a malay man. -.-"
i HAS no idea where that notation came from. enlighten me.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

yeah. i was emo-ing over the past week. i admit. i could not pinpoint the exact cause that triggered the overflow of emotions. its just like the volcano with the outburst of the hot lava.
it was to the extend that i had wanted to shut the whole world out.

i apologise to those whom i have met and shown my ugly side to.
i did not mean to unleash that side of me.
no hard feelings.

yesterday's hangout definitely lifted my mood. i'm swinging back to normal.

last day of enjoyment at work. i'm cherishing every seconds and minutes =)

planning a diet and exercise regime. need to put my life back on track. before i lose myself completely.

health is signaling orange light. time to do something.

Monday, February 16, 2009

i want to get out of the office building right now. just to be in the rain. i need to be in the rain.
F*. i feel like shit today and its just the start of the week.

a drink, a stick and a walk under the rain might be the remedy.
and maybe the sunflower.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

intuition or just wild thoughts? i reckon its the latter.

thanks for the abundant company on vday. vday like no other ^-^
too bad i did not take a picture with the cute little one.

little nyonya is addictive. i'm glued hourly. episode to episode.

何时才能遇见对的人?
我... 怕了.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

goodness. what a day.

sleeping for 3 hours can really cause me a mental breakdown.
i don't want to chit chat till late already lar. grrr.
straight home to replenish the sleep today.

i'm broke. all my money has gone to the "savings" account.
in search for a sugar daddy urgently.

strawberry shortcake and sunflower to brighten up my day please!

i've no idea why i've that mental loss over my primary school days.
after like 9 years and them finding me back and givng me glimpses to my old times,
its nostalagic.
i am practically opening my memory boxes in my head right now and looking back into the past.
more catching ups to come ^-^

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

sneaking another post while the boss' away.

found my baju and the to-go-along for the wedding!
MACdee lunch!
benjamin button later!
triple happiness ^-^

shakes head to.....................
being locked out of office and my house because i forgot to bring my keys!
spending nearly an hour under the block to wait for saviors to come home
how pitiful ='(

i'm suddenly feeling scared and jittery. like some premonition feeling. unexplainable.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

i feel bad not sending my brother to school this morning. i shall TRY to wake up earlier tomorrow.

left my keys at home and could not get in the office when i reached early.
this happens like every week -.-"
time to eat some gingko.
i cant go home early today! or i'll be locked out =(

just realised i've two events that clash on the same day! SHIT!
bday party and paintball. which one to say no to??

jac's got her list of 21st bdae wishlist up. maybe its time for me to do that too.. hee.

think its time for work. ciao.

Monday, February 9, 2009

I WANT KBOX AGAIN LA!
after exams boredom.
cheated by mom to come home early.
last day of CNY and i cant find the full moon!

goodnight earthlings!
something's wrong with my tummy.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

no idea what my mum got me into.
ZZZZZ.
but she's sponsoring. so hope its fun.

13 missed calls and 5 smses.
thanks for showing your concern while i was bedridden and away from the cell.

vday's coming. may all singles enjoy this day =)
just another day for me.

wedding's in a week's time. what should i wear?
i need some help.

I'm in love with dimples, do you have one?

Saturday, February 7, 2009

EXAMS' OVER!!
although it doesnt seem to be done well, its a relieve that its all over. i am luckier than other classmates. they still have another project submission to go. goodie luck to them all!

thanks to "jesus kenneth" for his lady luck. it does help not only in exams but also other areas. at least i ran into good things after that =)

i'm gona catch up on alot of things that were left unattended to!

month of february - BROKE!
one 21st down, 2 more to go.
erm, mine is in may, everyone start saving money!! including myself =)

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

my primary school classmates found me =)
one by one by one. lol.
it wowed me in an undescribable way.
sadly, catching up can only be done after exams.

i am feeling all sorts after CNY.
struggling to keep myself together.
it must be the withdrawal symptoms to the world outside.

currently: emo-ing.
been so long since i've done that.

its so lonely to be studying alone. no motivations at all.
classmates are all like me, juggling work with cramming. difficult to study together.

scrolling through my phone list and i realised, i dont know who i can call to talk to in the middle of the night after too much cramming. i am just afraid i will be scolded upside down by causing disturbance to others' sweet dreams. haha.

maybe some kind souls will just sms me to let me know that you are awake at unearthly times?