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Monday, March 31, 2008

spending two long days at home. turned out sour. boo.

things happened to make me change the hair color yet again.
something about me+bad happenings+hair always.
end --> enlighten mood.
at least better than resorting to drink.

missed out badminton with lynn. stomachache. sorry. make it up next time.

cooked tonight's dinner. applause for me as i didn burn the kitchen down and food wasnt burnt.

tomorrow's start of work.
today's end of holidays. end of freedom.
need to slog.
not excited. just dread.
hopefully colleagues are great.

the desire to get out partying still in me. bleah.

being alone lets the mind running wild. pondering over things and the whatevers. it shouldnt be this way. *drive away thoughts*

its time to grow up and outta my comfort zone.

randomness.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

awesome night. met up with ky for some shopping. un-delicious sushi to kill that sashimi craving. fep. hunt for chicken rice stall, missed it again. landed in usual place KFC. eww. disfavor of chicken and meat is getting stronger each day. got only a belt and a necklace. not what the initial idea was of getting work clothes.

met yl and her boy. i miss her truckloads!! meet up soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ivy and ky's friend came. supposed double O turned to MOS. a round of drinks first as the party had not started. headed to Smoove. sardine packed dance floor. managed to squeeze in and get a good dance space. whole night of Smoove and i cant get enough. ky's friend was "bodyguard" for the night. cant get enough of night life. YIPEES!

be assured that i do know self protection and my alcohol limit. ^-^

Monday, March 24, 2008

back from chalet.

end of enjoyment.

chalet was fun tho the response was low.

first day met xy. peh drove us. his driving skills is dangerous. picked up subi n ivy. couldnt check in. had late lunch while waiting for francis n his colleague to come to check in. sent the "Mr Bean lookalike" colleague home. headed to buy bbq necessities. back to chalet and out for supper with francis. bedok 85 for food. ate alot. than to geylang for dou hua and yu tiao. back to chalet. got road block. lucky ting was that ivy got off earlier and the P-plate and our seat belts were in place on time. yz came and he totally slim down loads. unbelievable. had a taste of peh's barcadi. 75% alcohol level. taste aint that good but the after effects was overpowering. throat burning. i turned RED. even more than drinking others.

second day moring was total sleep in till late noon. bought brunch to room to eat. finally decided to go escape after much reluctance and probing. managed only a few rides before it poured. stranded. got some balloons from the nice staff. ran back under the rain with the fear that the balloon will burst from the splatter of raindrops. showered. played games till hadi set the fire. bbq till late. played monopoly. lost the game. slept.

third day was brunch in again. movies. bbq. packed and home.

when will there be a gathering again?

i signed the contract. and i am having doubts. other much more appealing job offers came in after that. isit fated? somehow, not that excited about the future. let this be a tryout. if not, i shall get another one.

i dislike my mum. thats why i chose to stay away from home as much as possible. not rebellious. cant afford to at this age. its just called avoidance.

everyone's getting sick around. get well soon all.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

wonderful. life's beautiful.

camp's not great. attendance was shitty. first day was spent rotting. even went to AMK Hub to watch Sky of Love. this movie caused the cinema to be flooded with tears. back to camp to slack. got dumped into the pool by karen. abit of training after that.

hungry us headed out to amk s-11 to dabao supper. came back, eat n sleep. woke up in the wee hours of the morning to embark on a jog-and-walk journey to Singapore Zoo. reach only at around 8 am. bus back and sleep till afternoon before xy n me head home.

poor ivy injured her knees. hope she gets well soon.

insensitive homosapian.

wed n today was a series of job interviews. job locations were difficult to find. traveling around searching for the location can be a bonkers job. getting lost and stranded in the middle of industrial parks wasnt what i was looking for.

shop with xy after interview yest. we were too tired after awhile so caught a movie instead. first row seats and not a wonderful Rule #1 show. at least my feet was well rested. shop abit b4 heading home.

got the reply for the job. accept or reject? i dun wana regret my decision. help me please!!!!!

she's totally in love with this man =)

Saturday, March 15, 2008

BACK from Bangkok.

awesome trip! great travel mates though i was always bullied. threatened to be hit with a baseball bat. discussions of why i can be so stupid. hurhur.

Day 1, 10 March 2008
bus to airport. check in. walked around T3. had a meal before boarding. FD 3501. landed and took bus and walked to Baiyoke Suite hotel. lobby's on the 5th level. check-in. room 368, spacious suite.

Food ate: beef noodles, cheap satay, jap food (sashimi, sake),mini donuts, durian sweet. saw traditional ice kacang with manual ice shaving.
saw worms biscuit. saw long perished in spore - A&W & SOGO.
shopped whole day.
took train. the ticket dispenser and ticket was like our old spore system.
took tuk-tuk taxi. knocked my head. super duper pain.
night market. bought a few items.i'm not good at slashing prices. BOO!
went to Ping Pong show. got bounced out by the fierce lady who asked us to pay more. took our beer out.
taxi back to hotel. got the driver to bring us to our destinations for the next 4 days.

Day 2, 11 March 2008
breaskfast at Hotel's top storey, 43rd storey. met taxi driver. headed to floating market. nice kampong feeling. bought souvenirs. feed fishes.

2nd stop. Elephant & Crocodile Farm. greeted by sleepy twins tiger. walked crocodile stunt, magic show and elephant show. fed elephants and took pics with it. tons of crocs ard. yummy coconut and yam ice cream.

3rd stop. Suan Lum Night Plaza. shopped. change and withdraw money. continued shopping. tuk-tuk back to hotel. showered. explored Baiyoke's other hotels. had fruits buffet at Baiyoke Sky. had Thai massage.

Day 3, 12 March 2008
breakfast. taxi to Chokchai Farm. bought souvenirs, ate milk ice cream and milk. had steak lunch at resturant b4 our tour starts. tour started with a video, peh got to milk the cow. toured around. ice cream making process, ride a horse, cowboy live shows, feed animals (deer, cows, bunnies, camels, sheep), ATV riding.

back to bangkok. found francis' bike shop. too ex n din buy. walked around. shopped. back to Baiyoke Sky for fruits buffet which wasnt as good as the previous day. internet shop to book hotel room for Pattaya stay. back to hotel for shower and packed luggage before heading out to walk around. morning market wasnt opened. had supper.

Day 4, 13 March 2008
woke up abit earlier and managed to walk around morning market myself. din get lost. last breakfast at hotel. miscomm so we had to wait an hr for taxi driver. went around to explore again. taxi to Pattaya.

reach sunny Pattaya. loads of Caucasians. Sunshine Residence Hotel. 5 mins away from beach. headed out to walk around. peh and francis got to play parachute and jet ski. i couldnt cos of gal's ting. sadded. back to hotel to check details for bungee jump.

book package for bungee. taxi over there. peh jumped first. followed by me. almost din wana jump but thankfully the guy gave a pushing hand. all i could do was scream. it feels exhilarating, awesome and it was unbelieveable. peh jumped another time. back to hotel to shower.

headed out to walk around. saw a Caucasian couple and the guy was shouting happily that his gf/wife was carrying his child. so happy for them both. had chicken kebab. dinner at roadside stall. many food ate. love the mango glutinous rice. explored around. visited Tiffany place. din get to watch the transv show cos peh din wana watch. watched rifle shooting.

found a place for massage but headed back to shower b4 heading out again. massage parlour had oriental decorations. great massage. had Thai foot massage package and mani/pedicure. fell asleep. walked around the streets of Pattaya to experience the night life. bought food to bring home.

Day 5, 14 March 2008
good night's rest. packed luggage. check out. walked around. roadside food for lunch. luxurious taxi ride to airport. flight delayed for one hr. spent the rest of the money and ate at sky lounge. nt nice blueberry cheescake. checked in. shopped around duty free.

FD 3507 didnt arrive in airport when it was boarding time. had to wait another hour. collected a voucher from the someone lookalike, ate at dairy queen. bus to the finally arrived plane. landed in spore near 1 am. shopped for alcohol at duty free. cabbed home.

things learnt and found out in thailand.
dustbins are not readily available
drinks that are drinkable: coke, grass jelly, plain water and yakult.
they seldom eat meat, mostly salads.
everything is about price slashing. it must be a skill.

i want to travel more often!

Monday, March 10, 2008

gona MIA for a few days.

gona be killed by someone in some gruesome ways cos of my hair.
its not only black, but its helmet like too.
TO ALL: if i do not come home in one piece, i'm most prolly killed by Peh.

passport checked.

but that nagging feeling of missing out something. lurks around.

^-^

seems like an innocent third party. NAH! the things thats done is just mutual. friend-friend. don't read too much, STUPID!
how do you tell one to remove a pic from their profile?

leaving with a smiley face or maybe many ones

^-^ =) (= ^-^ :) (:

BLEAH!!!!!!!!!! =P

Saturday, March 8, 2008

I'M FREE!! kinda slow to update when the last paper was on tuesday. who cares! bleah!
thy shant talk about exams as all i need are prayers and much luck.
shall update abt my daily happenings.

tues. 040308
last paper and i left 10 mins earlier. can bearly sit on that chair anymore with the growling tummy. keke. met up with mates to look for lecturers and had a bit of chatting and pictures taken. off to a saddening response talk. kinda tempted to take the course, but i would hate to have another diploma on hand. met lynn, yirong n julie. crazy time on the train ride. gosh i miss yirong's craziness. headed to ishak's. had lunch there. ishak's verbal abuses almost made me cry. he's a meanie! tons of cam-whoring without that meanie.

headed to cinne. bought a pair of shades. seperated with lynn. met ivy. she's been too free that she's one hyper one. watched L change the world. definitely worth the costs. not worth it to stay to watch the ending though. bought some toiletries. met peh. slacked. bishan-ed to meet ky to pass her stuffs. back to town again. finished my nearly supper. cab down to Walala. clever, smart uncle with his wisdom words. haha.

Walala's great. great band, great songs. love the atmosphere. haha. 3 rounds of drinks. definitely a must-go-back hangout. not to be missed is also timbre. cabby home to enjoy sweet dreams.

wed. 050308
work. its a wonder i could get up to do that. rushed off to training. ended up it was a waste trip. with only 9 present, nobody was in the mood for training. poor weeyang wore the whole gi set already. xy n me had lunch at north canteen. de rest came to meet us. decided to go Khatib for NY pizza. we 2 headed to look for ky. dey lost us n went off. we thought we will head to AMK Hub for shopping. ended up got a good scolding from them.

met them and they have finished their food. slack for awhile and we decided to sing k-box. karen, peh, xy n me k-boxed at Civic's Party World. peh just went to eat and interpret song titles. xy left early. 3 of us stayed till around 12. karen and me sang the most. haha.

thurs. 060308
thought of waking up early to exercise but the rain kept xy and me in bed. keke. only decided to head to school for exercise in the afternoon. lost my ez-link card. lunch abit before gym session. after that was swimming. managed only a few laps. went to find ky after that.

headed to Botak Jone's. walked a long way and ended up taking a bus and realising that we could have used a shorter route. managed to land in the place in one piece. food made us wait quite some time. food wasnt that wonderful though. din manage to have our desserts as the stall closed. boo. bitter journey home with the after effects of exercising.

fri. 070308
woke up late. aches all over the bod. late to meet cl, st n char. sorry gals. walked around. they tried their lucks on the toy machines. bought some food for the movie Leap Years. romantic and touching movie. storyline's different from typical love stories. thumbs up for spore's work! headed to buy gifts for ishak's baby boy with the help from the gals. thx char's mum for helping out with the wrapping. much appreciated! kinda sad that i had to leave them earlier. gona make it back next time.

met lynn n headed to KKH. met ishak and his family. his baby boy is so kawaii!! hope he would not grow up to be a meanie like the dad. keke. had dinner at mac n tekka's indian rojak. shopped for toiletries b4 heading home.

sat. 080308
Women's Day. work. rushed off to meet xy. boonlay-ed to do hair. long Q at taxi stands made us take bus. searched our ways to find the block. had a long and hungry wait to do our hair. both rebonding. my hair's saved even though its damaged. hurhur.

had a bad time after that. just feel that i'm a fool.

tmr's off with family. mon's off to Bangkok. till friday.
sat's empty. (ask me out)
sun's dating.
mon's judo camp. till wed.
thurs' empty. (ask me out)
fri's judo chalet. till mon.
tues onwards. back to reality. (i'll try)

Sunday, March 2, 2008

drinking again. flute of champagne. did nothing to help. thanks to francis and peh for being so ON for a impromptu session.

seemed not a big matter, but it feels like the entire world to me. physical wound will eventually heal as days goes, but not the emotional one. no amounts of restoration work will do.
a notion came across my mind. its either i go abroad or move outta the house. one day. with the hopes that its gonna be soon.

i got lost while finding my bus home. early morning 1 am n alone. roamed the streets of bugis to dhoby ghaut and finally somerset. i call it adventures of the dumbest one - the dumb one does it again. i shall bring along a street directory, bus and mrt guide out with me anytime.

grateful to ky for her guidance yet i was unappreciative. i should be zapped outta Earth.

looking for alternatives to numb the pain.

goldfish me.